I find it funny that all I ever listen to anymore when I am alone is instrumental music. Piano, violin, that sort of thing. It's extremely soothing, and it feels like the only way I can wind down and have time to myself properly without stressing out about something.
Life has just been going, as usual. That seems to always be what I post. I've lived. The sun rose yesterday. Just like it has ever day for all nineteen and some years of my existence.
I work more these days, but I'm getting fed up with the fact that, at basically any other job in the world, if I worked the hours I'm working for Five Buck, I would be filthy rich instead of dirt poor, and be getting paid overtime like I should be.
I don't have too much to blog about.. I simply feel like I have utterly neglected to blog in the recent past. I'm down to less than one blog a month.
Things used to be exciting around here.
Ah, Christmas.
I spent the day with Angelique's family, since my mom was working like she has for three years now. I think my dad just slept the whole day and organized things. He gave me a call to wish me Merry Christmas, but that was about it.
I had some hair-brained half made plan to drive to California to spend Christmas with my brother, but I formed it too late to make actual, plausible plans. I missed him very much, and was really sad that he wasn't able to come home for Christmas this year.
On the other hand, my friend Zack is home from his Navy Seal training until the first, and it has been really good seeing him the couple of times that I have gotten to.
Sam and I.. well, there is no Sam and I. I was seeing this guy Devin for a while, but that just got unnecessarily complicated, so I put an end to it. Dating doesn't seem to be in the cards for me right now, and I suppose, after being in relationships constantly since I was about thirteen, I can live with that and not die.
School is just one more question on the list. I'm debating between that and a new/second job, and with the way I have been procrastinating about signing up, I think my decision has basically been made for me.
I'm still up in Cedar Hills living with Angelique, and that is going really well, I love it here.
HOpe you all are doing good.
-Nessa-
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you know what your problem is.. i'll tell ya what your problem is: i donno, i just always wanted to start a sentence that way. now that i have you smiling keep doing it. look up about 15 degrees, sit up strait. feel down if you want dont act down. when your single you get to work on yourself, as apposed to being in a relationship you have to work on the relationship. another thing thats amazing is that you didn't hardly blog at all and you still wrote more than i usually do, just like this is doing, you need to reconize the small accomplishments.
ReplyDeleteoh and if you get a second job you have a higher chance of working for the rest of your life than ever going back to school. give school a try, you'll feel better once your there. (or if you want, come down to the college that i go to, i'll give you a tour and show you the atmospher of college, i think you'd really like it)
hey look your still smiling, good job- now keep doing it.
Hey! Nessa!! My baby boys love piano music! In fact, we have to listen to it every night to help them sleep! It's so relaxing isn't it?
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel. That's all my life has been lately is work. That is also why I haven't blogged much lately either. :-P
I hope you're doin alright. Miss ya tons Nessa.
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ReplyDeleteI can't tell you guy's more openly but if you could pass the word it would really be helpful